invisible ink

millions of stories that will never be told

Sun, 03 Sep 2006 17:42:43 GMT

as it turns out, i work at 3 today, not 1. so i have some time to kill. and i haven't updated here for some time. umm, let's see. i started UM-Flint a few days ago and i already had to drop a few classes. i really don't know what i'm doing too well and i need to get an advisor in the Geography department to help me out. i have a quiz on tuesday and i still don't have my goddamn math book. i'm working more than ever and i'm still poor. although, i still have 20 dollars left from my last paycheck. and if i don't spend it before wednesday, it will mark the first time ever that i've actually been able to save money from one paycheck until the next. yes! i think i might treat myself to some new contacts and a pair of glasses. or just one of those since i probably won't be able to afford them. but then i won't be able to afford to do anything for like two weeks. but i work everyday that i'm not at school anyway, so i really don't have any time to do anything. so maybe i will be able to save a lot of money! the last month really flew by. in a good way though. except i could have done a better job of getting the school year to a good start.
i got to spend all day yesterday with joey. i like those days. we don't get too many of them, usually we get a few evenings a week. it'd be nice if i didn't work weekends, that would be perfect. i got him into Veronica Mars too, he says it's his new favorite show. i made him watch Buffy a little too, but i don't think he likes it as much. either way, that boy is just perfect.
the end of veronica mars was pretty good. it wasn't a bad season, even though at times i thought it was. i'm so excited for the beginning of the third season on october. i'm so excited for the fall to really begin basically. but i guess it already has. usually there is some marker that makes it feel more like spring. like starting high school again, or the past few years was moving back to Central. it's kind of weird to be home again. part of me does miss being there. missing justin is an obvious thing. but otherwise, it was just familiar to me up there and leaving something familiar is hard for anyone. after leaving Davison a few years ago, i realized how much I missed it [yes, i missed Davison]. change is just weird and not easy to realize when it happens. and i think that we still think that things can get back to "normal", but maybe it really doesn't happen. i think i sound like a moron everytime i try to be serious haha.
i need to clean this room. i've just moved back into the room that morgan took over when i left for Central [now that she has left for Oakland].
okay now i have to get ready for work. laters.

keeping the parts that i know i'll be needing and i breed to be a better kind

Sat, 19 Aug 2006 15:07:51 GMT

i'm finally updating again. woo.
i've been working a lot lately. i have like 2 or 3 days off each week. which i suppose is a lot. but those days are never the weekend, only 2 people are allowed off on weekends in August in my store. I don't look forward to weekends anymore really because I know my ass is going to be exhausted. Not that I work for long periods at a time, it's just dealing with weekend shoppers is tiring.

Otherwise, life is going wonderful. I've been seeing someone for a while now. He's just absolutely amazing and perfect. He actually treats me with respect. A girl could get used to that haha. And oh my goodness, he's just the hottest thing on two legs lol.

School stuff is making me crazy. I'm just confused about everything. I don't know if my loans are paying my first tuition payment or not, even though I've completed everything I need to. I need to see an advisor to make more sense of what credits transfer. I also have to take more math apparently. I failed a math placement test. Seriously, who can remember trigonometry off the top of their head and without using a calculater. bleh.

oh and i cut my hair too. let's see if i can put a pic in.

i went to the genesee county fair with lindsay and almost got sick on the tilt-a-whirl. like seriously, it stopped just in time because i think if we had spun one more time, i'm not sure if i could have made it. but luckily i didn't get sick. but we did go home soon after that. it was way fun until then though haha.

with just one hand held up high, i can blot you out, out of sight

Tue, 18 Jul 2006 18:39:10 GMT

i'm really going to try to update this more often.
work is going fine. i do like it. the driving is really taking a toll though. i'm not sure i can afford it anymore. looking for a job closer to home hasn't been as fruitful as i'd hope. but it is mostly my fault. i'm great at getting applications and not turning them in or not calling back/following up on things. i'm too nervous, i get really scared for some reason.
i'm up in mount pleasant right now. getting some stuff out of the apartment since the lease is up soon. i didn't realize i still have a lot of things up here. i needed to get out of davison for a couple days too, i think. i definitely needed to see justin, it had been like a couple weeks and that is way too long.
i saw Superman Returns last night. it was good, i was suprised that i enjoyed it. i was not expecting to like it that much. i still don't like kate bosworth though.

everything good i deem too good to be true
everything else is just a bore
everything i have to look forward to
has a pretty painful and very imposing before

hold me, hug me, say you love me and not my dirty brain

Wed, 19 Apr 2006 17:02:23 GMT

i totally forgot i had a livejournal. yay, i'm in a super-updating mood.

ok, let's see, what is going on in robert's life/random thoughts:

1. i'm skipping spanish and weather class right now.
2. i'm drinking delicious coffee
3. i quit drinking pop for my weight and teeth
4. i quit chewing gum for my teeth
5. i find i really love getting up at like 9 in the morning
6. this weather is making me very happy lately
7. even though it is a little bit too warm for me
8. i want to see V for Vendetta again. or it needs to come out on DVD soon
9. i'm in therapy. he does all the talking though, it's not really going anywhere lol
10. i'm cooler than the red dress
11. lj has changed a bit, i have to say my location now? weird
12. i need money really really badly
13. i'm not a fan of the new "savannah bee" lip balms at bath and body. they're too oily
14. i'm piercing my lip this summer if it's cool with work
15. i'm seeing MADONNNA this summer!
16. cat power's new album "the greatest" is v. good
17. so is the cardigan's new album "super extra gravity"
18. if any of you bought renu contact solution with "moistureloc" in the past few weeks, STOP USING IT, it was recalled
19. this site is hilarious: http://www.marriedtothesea.com
20. sudafed is incredible
21. my ipod is supercute and small and fits into the pockets of my emo girl pants

Wed, 02 Nov 2005 16:47:16 GMT

i'm about to go to Verizon's headquarters and crack sum skulls

Sun, 23 Oct 2005 15:47:20 GMT

the district sleeps alone tonight
after the bars turn out their lights
and send the autos swerving
into the lonliest evening
and i am finally seeing
why i was the one worth leaving

Mon, 16 May 2005 23:16:27 GMT

so i got a job. at banana republic. or banana republican to sara lol.

i just realized that's about all i have to update about. my life is boring.
i went up to the Gap outlet and bought a pair of thick linenish cargo pants, a tshirt, and a polo. all for 40 bux. not bad.

Mon, 14 Feb 2005 07:53:14 GMT

Maroon 5 isn't a new artist.

and Norah Jones has enough Grammys.

Fri, 31 Dec 2004 08:04:48 GMT

My first livejournal update. Nothing to say.

Funny moment of the night was Carlee trying to remember the song to the show Cheers: "Everybody knows you, everybody knows you!"
That was funny.

And also me having social anxiety disorder and not knowing how to react to anything that the waitress said. Including calling me emo. Which I'm not.